Friday, April 30, 2010
Unbroken Memories♥
It's a Friday. School should end early but no.
Stayed back for Art lessons until 6pm. Something is wrong with me. I feel weird when I never see *you*. I'm not sure about this feeling.*weird* (will elaborate more in my private blog)
Boring lessons today. Especially geography & biology. Why do I have to get myself injured every time? Today I'm so dumb enough to sprain my left thumb.*stupid me* I did not get to do more than 16 inclined pull up, no A.*sad* Glad that I can jump until 200cm for my standing broad jump, 53cm for my sit & reach and 10.8 seconds for my shuttle run.
Today I feel very very very sad about my Art. I don't think I can make it. All my subjects are going down. It's like what's wrong with me. I'm like not what I used to be anymore. I used to care so much about my studies, friends & everything around me. What's f***ing wrong with me?! I want to be the me before everything started. Everything seems to be a mess. I've not been hanging out with my friends outside for a long time. I've not been doing work on time. I've not been saving money. I should not get into a relationship until I complete my 'O' level but now I'm having a crush on this guy. He kills me with one of his sentence. I've not done what I should but I've done what I should not do. What's wrong with me? Everything sucks around me. Family, friends, love & academic. Everything seems so wrong.
WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH ME??! I should end my post here. Some things which should not be written here had return here. Shall not continue more before all of you know my secrets.
Pictures of the day:

Omg. My face look so big.




Innocence Love♥