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It's a Friday. School should end early but no.


Stayed back for Art lessons until 6pm. Something is wrong with me. I feel weird when I never see *you*. I'm not sure about this feeling.*weird* (will elaborate more in my private blog)


Boring lessons today. Especially geography & biology. Why do I have to get myself injured every time? Today I'm so dumb enough to sprain my left thumb.*stupid me* I did not get to do more than 16 inclined pull up, no A.*sad* Glad that I can jump until 200cm for my standing broad jump, 53cm for my sit & reach and 10.8 seconds for my shuttle run.


Today I feel very very very sad about my Art. I don't think I can make it. All my subjects are going down. It's like what's wrong with me. I'm like not what I used to be anymore. I used to care so much about my studies, friends & everything around me. What's f***ing wrong with me?! I want to be the me before everything started. Everything seems to be a mess. I've not been hanging out with my friends outside for a long time. I've not been doing work on time. I've not been saving money. I should not get into a relationship until I complete my 'O' level but now I'm having a crush on this guy. He kills me with one of his sentence. I've not done what I should but I've done what I should not do. What's wrong with me? Everything sucks around me. Family, friends, love & academic. Everything seems so wrong.

WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH ME??!


I should end my post here. Some things which should not be written here had return here. Shall not continue more before all of you know my secrets.


Pictures of the day:


Omg. My face look so big.

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29 April 2010.

Tan Tselay Birthday.

Happy Birthday Tan Tselay





Today Chemistry test I'll fail the paper. All the MCQ I also don't know how to do.OMG. The other section I all question also never do. dead. Sleep for the rest of the paper. After sleep feel very bad. Had a very bad headache. Thanks Cynthia for her panadol. (:


I think I also never do well for my Chinese Oral today. I don't know whats wrong with me that I just don't feel like studying. No motivation. Someone motivate me!


Went Seoul Garden to celebrate Tselay birthday. Part of it also dinner. There goes my slimming diet~ Got very fad up because of the boys!! Should not continue if not I'll get flare up again. Pictures will say everything.


Pictures of the day:






Tselay cutting the cake.































My face is so swollen

Me with messy hair swollen face


Oon Loke look so decent but did not act that way.

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Good Good Good Good Good mood today (:


I'm in good mood today because some special things happen!!! By the way, wanna thanks my mum for buying me new phone. I LOVE HER!!


Today school started with assembly talk by VP Mr Loh. His talk is so boring. Me & friends were chatting during his talk.hahas *mean*. Thanks to Ahmala who give me the list to find floorballer girls to participate in the Merahans Olympic. Who wanna join??! *desperate*


Stayed back with people to do Art today. I'm still at my pathetic drawing. Miss Goh is always demoralising me.*sad* I hope I can drop my ART. It's so stress. After Art went to meet my mum.*happy* cause she gonna change my phone for me. But sad that I don't know how to use the phone. Getting pissed off with the phone.


I feel so bless after I watch the discovery channel just now. I'm so bless that I'm not born in the poor country. Okay I shall not blame what I don't have & treasure what I have from now on. I thought I was poor??! But people in Africa is so poor. They lived in house made by cow dung. I'm staying in concrete buildings. They sleep on mat while I'm sleeping on the comfy bed. They don't have clean water while we have "New Water" to rely on. They can't communicate with the outside world. But we all have tTelevision, Internet, Handphone, Computer etc ... They don't have enough food but we always throw away food that we don't like to eat.

So I'm gonna treasure everything around me & not ask things for granted. I'm so not gonna buy things because I want it, I'm gonna buy if I need it.


Pictures of the day:


























I can never draw as good as her.

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One of the worst day of the week. Monday.Sick.
Drag myself to school. Vomitted in school 2 times.
Arghhh. What's so wrong with my stomach.


Copy a whole chunk of notes during Biology lessons, however, I don't know what is the teacher talking about. My day was BAD today. CEP Mrs Chin came into the class & talk to us about the 'N' level thing. So boring. The talk was not motivating at all. Thank god the talk was not too long. After the talk Ms Anthony & Mrs Goh ask us to write a reflection thing.


I got home & things happen & I'm pissed off right now. Why can't parents keep to their promises??! My parents tell me that they are going to change my phone for me TODAY. And now they are telling me that they are not free when they are sitting in the living room watching TV. I hate them for not keeping their promises. They are always like that. Last year they promise to bring me on a holiday to japan yet they can't keep their promises. If they can't keep promise then they should not promise me at the 1st place! I'm F***ING pissed off right now.


What a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day.
Freaking tired about everything.
Why isn't somebody there for me when I need a shoulder.


Finally cleared my table.
But I think it's gonna be messy again after a few days.

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I'm wasting me live when it is suppose to be a SUNDAY~


I was early for work today. Some aunties just piss me off. They always make me panic. Can't they just relax a little, they always get so work up. Wasting my entire afternoon at home staring into space. By the time I woke up from my stone-ing it's already 5.30pm. Time for dinner.


OMG one more week and some more days to exams & I'm still stone-ing away. I haven't even started on me revision!! I'm so gonna flunk my exams. I'm so lazy to study right now. Totally no mood to study. Whenever exams are around the corner there is always spams of messages chains to forward. Two years ago, all of the message chains I will forward & now ...


Selena Gomez- Naturally is spinning around my head, can't stop thinking about it.


When will I start revising?
When will I start doing my homework??
When will I stop day dreaming?
When will I start to think realistically??

I don't know how to answer these questions ...


Pictures of the day (very random):


My messy table

Everywhere also rubbish.